About Fighting For Me

Fighting For Me was founded to meet the nationwide need for sexual abuse aftercare and prevention. We believe free, professional counseling for people affected by sexual abuse is as basic a need as water.

Our Mission

Our mission is to make FREE sexual abuse counseling the standard of care in the U.S. for every man, woman, and child affected by sexual abuse (survivors and their loved ones).

Our Vision

Our vision is to open counseling facilities nationwide and decrease sexual abuse through education, awareness, and healing.

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Our Plan

We plan to provide quality care to as many people as possible by hiring licensed therapists who will oversee trained, compassionate interns working toward their licenses.

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In the Meantime...

As we gain funding and visibility, we are still offering free counseling! We’re finding licensed therapists to volunteer an hour or more a week to serve FFM clients.

Our Needs

Without your support, Fighting for Me is simply a great idea. Please consider making a donation to help us continue to provide hope and healing in the lives of survivors.

Our Story

Fighting For Me Was Born

OCTOBER 2012 – Founder Amanda Zarate committed her time to starting a nonprofit that would provide FREE sexual abuse counseling to ANYONE affected by sexual abuse. She chose the name “Fighting For Me, Inc.” to embody the strength and support individuals would receive to overcome the wounds caused by sexual abuse.

We Formed Our Board

APRIL 2013 – We chose our board members: Lisa Rosen–Secretary; Amanda Zarate–President; and Sarah Ortiz–Treasurer.

Logo Created

JUNE 2013 – After presenting the vision behind Fighting For Me to students at Saddleback College, we chose the logo design of Megan Shaffer because of its perfect representation of strength, compassion, and unity.

Became an Official 501(c)(3) in California

MARCH 2015 – After months of fundraising, we finally were able to apply for nonprofit status and were granted official 501(c)(3) status on March 21, 2015.

Office Space Donated

APRIL 2015 – Nonprofits FaCT and Solidarity Rising donated office space to make 3 locations: 1 in Orange and 2 in Fullerton, California.

Counseling Available to the Public

AUGUST 2015 – Licensed Marriage and Family Therapists agreed to donate their time to help Fighting For Me. We announced that counseling services were available to the public and accepted our first clients.

Movie Process Begins

OCTOBER 2015 – Shoubert David began the process to film a movie about Amanda Zarate’s story. Creation of the script followed shortly after.

Black Dot Wireless Donates $10,000

DECEMBER 2015 – Black Dot Wireless generously raised $10,000 for Fighting For Me. We worked right away to spread the word about our services and continue to fundraise so that we can someday soon hire psychologists to oversee interns, providing quality counseling to as many clients as possible.

Meet our Team

Amanda Zarate, President and Founder

Photo credits: Shoubert David + Media

Amanda Zarate is a passionate advocate for sexual abuse survivors. As a survivor herself, she has dedicated her life to helping men, women and children affected by sexual abuse receive access to free professional counseling. Her efforts also include educating people on what sexual abuse is as well as raising awareness that sexual abuse victims are most likely to be hurt by people they know and trust. Amanda is best known for her grand inspirations and her fearless determination which she attributes to her strong Christian faith.

Click here to read her story and motivation behind Fighting For Me.

Deanna Daniels, LMFT, Clinical Director

Deanna Daniels is a licensed Marriage and Family Therapist with 14 years of clinical experience. Her experience includes working at a university-based community counseling center, an outpatient facility for the chronically mentally ill adult population, school-based counseling for at-risk K-6 students, and private practice. Deanna also has specialized experience working with sexual assault and rape survivors providing crisis intervention, taking hotline calls and providing victim advocate services on hospital call-outs for a former sexual assault crisis agency.

In addition to serving as Clinical Director on the Board of Directors, Deanna provides clinical supervision and training to FFM trainees and interns as well as clinical training to FFM’s network of therapists.  Deanna is passionate about her work with clients and excited to be a part of the FFM family.  When she’s not cheering on her kids at the soccer and baseball fields, Deanna loves to spend time at the beach or out on the ocean looking for dolphins.

Sarah Ortiz, Treasurer

Photo credits: Shoubert David + Media

My journey with Fighting For Me began when my good friend Amanda Zarate came to me and shared her story and her vision for helping the victims of sexual abuse. Her passion and determination were inspiring. I felt like this was something I really wanted to get involved in even though I had no real experience with abuse.

I am an Orange County native and my parents and grandparents were raised here as well. I have an amazing husband and we love spending time going to concerts, sporting events, or just relaxing at home. I have been teaching high school Spanish for 15 years and am currently finishing my master’s degree in Spanish. I have organized several events and planned numerous fundraisers and social activities for all ages. As the treasurer for this amazing organization, I hope to aid in the gathering of funds to help make this something that can truly help the many victims and their families that have been affected by abuse.

Christine Schick, Director of Marketing & Communications

Christine Schick is passionate about the effective use of words and images, especially for a cause as dear to her heart as Fighting For Me.  She has professional experience in marketing, social media, graphic design, and web creation. Christine currently serves on the Board of Directors as the Director of Marketing and Communications. She enjoys using her gifts to help bring hope and healing to the community.

Christine is also passionate about music and can be found writing and performing songs throughout Southern California under the name Christine Alicia. You just may see her at one of our events as she has become one of our go-to musical guests.

Photo credits: Shoubert David + Media

Business Structure

Today Fighting For Me has a growing network of therapists who are primarily located in the Orange County, California and Tucson, Arizona area. If we don’t already have a therapist in the location of a potential client, we will work to find one suitable for him or her.

Our therapists provide free counseling to individuals who request help through fightingforme.org. Potential clients send an email via our contact form or leave a message and a therapist returns their call to schedule their first appointment. All further appointments are scheduled directly through their therapist’s work email or work phone number. Our patient record software is web-based, allowing clients to easily switch to another Fighting For Me therapist for any reason.

We anticipate our psychology interns to teach classes to local agencies, non-profits, and church groups to bring in additional revenue for Fighting For Me.

In the future we will hire licensed therapists to supervise psychology interns from local universities who will care for Fighting For Me clients. This structure allows us to serve an immeasurably larger base of clients. For example, instead of seeing 8 clients a day, we could potentially see 50.

We also plan to work closely with the criminal justice system so they recognize the importance of immediate access to counseling. The deep wounds and problems caused by sexual abuse do not magically go away with time–they need to be addressed head-on, and usually as soon as possible. But–of course–Fighting For Me services are also available to the public without a court referral.

My Story, My Motivation

Amanda Zarate, Age 9

Founder Amanda Zarate, Age 9

When I was 9 years old my father brought me into his bedroom to tell me that he and my mom were getting divorced. I spent the night in his bed to be comforted, and that was when my worst nightmare began. My dad sexually molested me. I was devastated. As the years went on, the abuse got progressively worse. When I was 11 years old, my dad told the congregation elders of Jehovah’s Witnesses that he was sexually abusing me. He talked to them first, and then I had to talk to them. I sat in a room with 3 grown men who asked me embarrassing questions about my nightmare. I felt relieved and hopeful that finally he would stop hurting me.

He didn’t.

Eventually he raped me. After many meetings with different groups of congregation elders I lost hope. I was too scared to tell my mom what my dad was doing to me and I felt so ashamed and dirty for not saying anything to stop it. A couple of the elders would offer to let me sleep on their couch on the weekends that I was at my dad’s. My dad would drop me off at strange homes where I would sleep on a couch, and then he’d pick me up in the morning. It was very awkward.

When I was 16 I finally got the courage to tell my mother that my father had been sexually abusing me. She did
everything a good mother would do and called the police and Child Protective Services. I no longer had to go to my dad’s on the weekends and he was eventually charged with sexual abuse crimes and went to jail.

I thought my dad’s imprisonment would be the end of my nightmare, but it was just beginning. I was depressed. I hated myself. I hated my body. I felt disgusting and used. In my mind I had no worth. My emotional distress manifested itself as physical ailments. I went to my doctor and thankfully she was intuitive enough to know I wasn’t sick physically but I was emotionally sick. She gave me a counselor’s card and told me, “Amanda, you deserve to be the woman you were meant to be.” Those words meant more to me than she could have ever known.

I began my journey of healing and quickly found out how expensive it was to see a counselor. I was going to need months or possibly years of counseling to unravel all the hurt and pain I was experiencing. I felt victimized all over again! I was sexually abused and now I had to pay to feel better! I did manage to pay for the counseling I needed but it was not easy.

Unfortunately, my nightmare was not something my family wanted to talk about, so we didn’t. It was as if nothing ever happened. I believe that if I had known earlier that I heeded counseling I could have avoided many destructive behaviors I got involved in in an effort to feel better.

I don’t understand many things that went on in my young life. For instance, how could all those grown men who had children themselves knowingly let my dad take me away while they did nothing? Why didn’t the Jehovah Witness elders call the police to help me? How could my father do this to me? I find comfort in not understanding them. I know I am stronger than they are.

Today, I am a Christian who is married to a wonderful man and has 3 beautiful boys. God had impressed upon me to use my experience to reach out to others who are confused and broken hearted from being sexually abused and help them get the healing they need so they can hear when God calls them. This is my work that He has given me to do and I could not be more humbled or more honored. Through my foundation, Fighting For Me, Inc., I want to make it possible for anyone who has been sexually abused to get the counseling they deserve and the family and friends of the abused person to get the counseling and healing they need too. To me, FREE sexual abuse counseling is as basic a need as clean water.

May God Bless You and Keep You,
Amanda Zarate

Fighting For Me Documentary